Out of my Four-Walled World

It's pretty darn intimidating. Why? Well I can finally say that I am going to be a University students. Yes, for many of us first-timers, its a daunting thought, what more a task! I really can't picture myself in University. It's so weird. No more uniforms. Coming out of school as a students and crashing head-along back into school as a teacher, feels as if I have been doing this occupation my whole life. After all, the back-up plan after my degree is to be a teacher. But, I am one darn lazy educator.

*Owh God, I have run out of things to write...

Well, I was actually planning a vacation (peeps, if you are reading this get in touch with me as soon as possible) with just a few of friends or with my family. I just love traveling and I just thought that I should go for trip this coming holidays. Just to get out of my four walled world for a moment. Somewhere calm, where I can commune with the Supreme (yes, I'm serious and I don't mean an Ashram) that dwells within me. I specifically want a beach holiday. Some where I can just sit on the sand with my feet dug deep in the sands, breathing the salty air and feeling the ripples of cool blue waters on my back and chest. That is just the relaxing part, I also want to eat. I want to eat just great seafood. That would be a dream.

Speaking of beach holidays and exceptionally great food, I have noticed a shift in me. Quite recently I have come into terms with something. Looking at my reflection one day after shower, I felt a wave of pity for my self. For the past 15 or so years, I have noticed I have the ability to count the number of rib bones I have and yes, I can still do it to day. I have arms as thin and long as the branches of a willow tree and legs that can stand in competition for being as thin as those that could belong to storks. In a summary, I look like an overgrown peaky looking 10 year old, and I'm going to be 20 in exactly two months. My whole new years resolution of trying to look like Zac Effron before University is very plainly going down the drain.

But after that memorable day of looking at my reflection, I have developed this appetite. a ragging appetite to suddenly eat. Forgetting all those stuff I read on health magazines but just to eat and enjoy food after finding myself looking rather malnourished. No this is not like some stress-reliever-binge eating-disorder (I hope) because it doesn't feel like it but this is like pure appetite. Just to enjoy food and I am happy so say that my limbs are looking less like tree branches or legs of a Ciconia.

Well, it's a minute to 7pm, I better get going, got some chores to do and dinner to sort out. We'll hang out some other time. Adios.